Truly a devastating month, it has managed to render me useless… I don’t know what will become of me, but nevertheless, I am told to go on. To go on, using every little thing there is when it wasn’t appreciated. To go on, knowing comfort and ease won’t be near by. I am told, I think, to repent.

The seriousness of this cornered me to rethink of what I am doing. My priorities, my duties, my goals, everything. Until know, the full effects of the current event has not fully registered in my mind. Or rather, I am still numb to it. Eventually, it will come, and I have to be prepared for it.

Things are a-changing. I am not me anymore. The worst has appeared, and I have to endure it, with every ounce of energy I have.