As I walk along the dark roads in London going back to my humble abode, I shiver in cold and frown upon the cold winds threatening to blow me off. London’s weather has no mercy on their occupants, whoever they might be. I guess even the great Reyes cannot even survive the bitterness of it, as mentioned in one of the newspapers I happen to come across the other day..

The weather? This, I repeat to myself several times. Or could it be other things in mind that would cause this coldness to increase day by day? In fact, the first snow fell on the darkest of days I have ever had. A sign maybe? I hope not…

For now, I want to learn to trust somebody. I really need to put on hope on somethings that I though could never be. Maybe I need to rethink on what I am to do. Priorities, some say. I should get one day off planning things ahead, something I have never done before. But this is all before God, and to start of with God will be my first priority.

If anyone is reading this, I would love you to pray for me. I want you to help me ask God for guidance, as well as pray that I will go to church and not be detered in any way. I am aware that I need to help myself too, so that I shall do. Thank you all, from the bottom of my heart.

Christopher, on the 21st night of a freezing cold month of February.